Wednesday, August 15, 2018

13年 Goodbye







我以為我可以很瀟灑的轉身
還是忍不住紅了眼眶
畢竟這條路每天走
一走就走了13年

這條路有開心,有驚喜,有憤怒,有希望,有期待,有失望,有友情,有疲憊,有寬容,有壓力,有動力,有領悟....

不管如何它都曾经是我生命的一大部分。

今天告別13年的熟悉,心裡有點酸酸的

不捨的是這條路?
還是這家公司?
或是這崗位?
還是這13年來所建立的友情?

原來我在離別這條路還是不夠瀟灑

這條路、成了我的過去
這條路是我的故事
這條路成就了現在的我
我感恩在這條路上所遇到的每個人事物

我們再見~

#換個跑道#



Monday, August 13, 2018

Forgive and forget~

It's interesting how many things one can accumulate over the years.

This morning, i decided to do some spring cleaning on my laptop.

Everyday, i add in new things and none comes out because i think to myself, what if I need them one day? Of course most of the time, this day never comes. But i keep them anyway, just in case.  Oh well,  the files only take up virtual space, i thought I might as well leave them there, because re-building from scratch is a pain. Am I the only one feeling insecure? haha...

Today is a historical moment because it's time to delete.Yes, there comes a time when you are forced to do something and only then, u realise that, those things u think were important at that time, no longer seem important now.  

At a press of a 'delete' button, over 1,250 files in my dowloads folder, which i had accumulated for the past 5 years were gone in less than a minute. Looking at the speed, i suddenly thought, if we all could delete/ let go of our unhappy thoughts, memories and feelings at this speed, wouldn't we be happier? Wouldn't the world be more peaceful?   

Many times, we hold on to past events, be it happy or unhappy ones, be it hatred or love for many years. Good ones are like vitamins for our healthy, while the bad ones are slowly killing us but we refuse to admit them... We think, by doing so we are showing the other parties some 'colours' but in actual fact, we are punishing ourselves. 

Hmmmm... something to work on....



如果我们也能以这种速度忘了,原谅了,是否会过的更快乐?