最近的新活動

 WW 真的太有力氣。有時，我不知道是我遛狗，還是被狗遛 😂😂

童言童語

侄子要進手術室前，姊姊打了個電話來說，幫侄子祈禱，希望一切順利~

我也跟侄子說說話。問他會怕嗎，他說會~ 好心疼呀

我也試著安慰他，給他壯壯膽

我：優，姨姨會跟菩薩說，你要動手術了，請他們去保護你

優：好~

我：你記得是哪位菩薩嗎？你上次有去廟裡拜拜的

優：南無地藏王菩薩和觀世音菩薩~

我：你好厲害~ 你等下也念念他們的名字，跟他們說等下可不可以去你身邊保護你

優： 好~ 

很庆幸，一切順順利利

之前我們去青山拜拜，優跟我借了5塊。我問他要做什麼。他說他要 make a wish。 他說他想要一個妹妹 😂😂😂 我說你應該去問問你爸爸媽媽可不可以才是 哈哈 

童言童語，太可愛了

後來我借錢給他添香油錢，他說他要『捐』給南無地藏王菩薩和觀世音菩薩。我問他，怎麼兩位菩薩而已？他說，因為我只認識他們兩位 😂😂😂 

話說因為媽媽的車上播放的佛樂就是南無地藏王菩薩和南無觀世音菩薩~  童言童語，太可愛了

新身份

我今天升级啦~

叫我姨婆 ~~ 😎😎😎

baby kai kai ~

Pssskk.. look who is here~

We have not had any pet ever since Tiger passed away a year ago.

Tiger is still deep in my heart. I still miss him dearly and every time i come home, I 'saw' him running towards my car,  wagging his tail when i opened my car door, welcoming me home. Miss the warmth. 

My mum misses Tiger too coz she doesn't have a companion at the garden anymore when she is planting vegetables. Tiger used to follow her in the backyard. It's like he is protecting mum or keeping her accompanied so she is not alone. 

During MCO, my friend's mixed breed gave birth to many puppies. She posted it on her FB and i showed mum. She said she wants one. I told her, if she wants one, she has to take care of him especially if i'm travelling. She said ok.

So we got Wang Wang. 

He is brown in colour. Kinda looks like Tiger. I sometimes mistakenly called him Tiger. It will take a while to get used to the new name~ 

WW was so small when i took him home. He is I thought he would cry at night , being at a new home but he didn't. He just slept quietly like an angel. So adorable~ 

Adorable, Angel ya~

Now that he has been with us for almost 2 months, i tell u, i want to give up sometimes. He is SUPER naughty! Ok, he pees and shits at the car porch just like Tiger last time. This, i understand because he is a pup and couldn't hold himself. But pulling everything out from i don't even know where, destroying, breaking things, this really makes me crazy! We had so many pets before and never have we ever had a dog that is this mad!

One of his 'destructive" result

I wanna scream at him, wanna hit his butt, but when he wags his tail, shakes his butt at me with the innocent look, i relented. Damn, he is so adorable and angelic once again T___T

how to get angry at this face?

Gosh, like jane said, this is sign of 狗奴 @.@

And guess what, my mum who said she wants him now, becomes my responsibility. 

To date, am still cleaning his gold everyday and the mess he creates everyday. Gosh, i hope he grows up fast!

My daily routine during MCO

Today is the 50th day of MCO

Wow, we've been locked down for 50 days! Bravo

Everyday, i wake up to a pile of dishes and oily floor because my mum has been very hardworking and lovingly making lots of delicious food for us to enjoy during the lock down. Fortunately, I do not hate to mop floor and wash dishes. As long as it's not IRONING, i am happy haha..

I generally do not hate to do housework, it feels great to see the once messy place or item becoming neat and clean. The only one housework i hate the most is ironing. I do not know why, i simply hate to iron clothes. So, i try to avoid buying clothes that need ironing hahaha... they all said prevention is better than cure. Indeed.

What we do during MCO

今天是行動管制的第14天。接下來還有14天。

媽媽開始習慣不能隨時隨地出外的生活了。從原本要每天出去到後來只遊車河，到兩三天后才去朋友家拿菜苗 （沒和朋友見面，只是拿了掛在籬笆的袋子就回家）。我爸倒最聽話。他很少很少出外。每天坐在同一個位子。電視開著，他看。電視沒開，他仍然看著電視。哈哈，不知这是哪一招 ？也太厲害了！

為了不讓媽媽常出門，我們跟他說想吃家裡種的菜。萬一市場也不能營業了，至少家裡還有菜可以吃。她聽了馬上有了動力。所以最近只要外面沒下雨，我和媽媽都在整理菜園。

才幾天，開始可以收成了。接下來還有翁菜，番薯葉，羊角豆，姜，蔥，’漢菜‘ 等等。

以前家裡常有剩菜（不好意思，大食怪老化了，吃的不多了（其實也是媽媽煮太多了啦）），現在因為管制令，不能常到外面閒逛，也擔心食物短缺，所以非常非常珍惜食物。

自從18號開始，我們每一天都把飯菜吃完。有時候會有剩飯，下一餐媽媽就會有剩飯变成炒飯。媽媽每天煮三餐。真的難得呀！ 哈哈因为平日她只煮晚餐 ~

媽媽下廚，我當打雜的幫忙切菜及'收尾“。不知為何，我超級喜歡洗碗和擦地板的。 所以每天洗碗擦地板3次，沒有怨言~ 

除了在家裡打雜，我也是負責去外面買東西的那位 。難道這就是人家說的'出得廳堂入得廚房”？呵呵~   當然，這工作是我媽心不甘情不願的讓給我的。因我告诉我媽，現在警察很嚴格，兩個人出去的話會被罰款。啊~ 善意的谎言

今天她說家裡的食物快沒了，你去買。哇！難得她這麼豪邁喔。我邊吃早餐，她邊交待要買的東西。或許他看我不認真，就寫了一張 list 給我。哈哈哈，我媽真可愛呀~ 是有多少的東西要買呀？她之後還打電話給我加購了幾樣東西。哈哈，這叫 tele-shopping?

Mum's shopping list

後來我仔細看，‘麵包一大條“ ， 是說她覺得我會買3片麵包？ :P

Virtual gifts giving

haha, had a 'chat' with my cute little 4 yo nephew just now.

We don't get to see each other everyday but we do have conference calls a few times a week. He is growing fast and talks a lot. 

I must say, he is a very warm-hearted little boy. In January, all of us, including my dad who hates to fly, flew to Singapore to spend two weeks with him. My dad, he usually takes forever to decide whether to fly to a place. Many times, we ended up buying super unbelievably high priced airfare just because he didn't want to decide a destination or kept changing his minds on whereabouts we go. So, how did my cute little nephew  manage to convince my dad to decide IMMEDIATELY? yes! Immediately! I helped him buy airfare that night after he talked to my nephew! 

My sister video-called my dad one day. He saw his little grandson sitting inside a box so he asked him why is he in the box. My nephew replied, gong gong (grandpa), I wanna row a boat to visit you! My dad was so touched by what he said and he promised him that he would fly to Singapore to spend time with him. Grandpa's promise to grandson. 

See, it was only that easy haha.. My dad immediately ordered all of us to meet at Singapore :P

My nephew can really sweet talk. I need to learn from him 

Just now, he sent some voice recordings over. Awww.. what a cute voice. He gave us some hearts and in return, we gave him some ice creams, candies, sundaes, cakes.. which my sister usually doesn't allow him to eat,  as a treat. He then sent back 100 meaning he really liked the gifts and rated them 100. haha... Jane gave him gifts and told him to open one by one. He then gave us lollipops, teddy bear, gifts and hamburgers and told us not to finish the lollipops in one go. Can keep them in a box and they will last very long. And we can play with teddy bear and then have hamburger. Awwww.. It's so funny and adorable at the same time. 

That's our virtual gifts giving session and best of all, it costs nothing and leaves melting hearts haha...

貓言貓語

我家的貓，從幾天后才回家吃飯睡覺進階到失踪整整幾個星期都不回家。我媽說，他跟母貓同居去了。真是潑出去的水呀！人家養青蛙，至少偶爾會寄 postcard照片回家，我的這隻貓，舍都沒有。真是的~

2018年的最後一天，也不見他回家吃團圓飯。 2019年的第一天，也不見貓咪的踪影。倒是泰哥最乖，每天看見我們都搖著尾巴，乖乖在家看門。還是他最忠心！

Jane還說好久好久沒看到貓咪了。 1號晚上要送Jane去機場時，失踪的貓突然跑回家！原本應該生氣他的，但看到他可愛的模樣，唉，又心軟了。

要好好跟他學習這一點 哈哈

昨天開手機，竟然收到我貓給我的話。

我不知道他憑什麼給我勸告！哈哈哈哈

真相大白！

今早，陪媽媽吃早餐。

剛要外出時，媽媽突然發現他的花兒‘凸盧姑’（光頭）了。

問：唉呀! 是不是你把我的花棌了？
我：沒有呀 *冤枉*

雖然我到處棌花草，但也絕對用最溫和不傷害的方式進行呀。

四個小時後，我們找到真正的兇手！

就是他！

He did it!

看他吃的肥肥的呀！胃口好大！

New Device for Home

OK, i haven't mentioned about the new device which we installed last November. 

I wanna wait and see if this device works as intended.... now that it has been almost half a year, i think i can comment on the effectiveness now.

*******

My home is infested with rats.

It has always been a problem because our house is surrounded by bushes and there is an abandoned house behind us where the rats hide. Of coz, the fact that there is plenty of food in my mum's kitchen too... it's like the rats can come for buffet anytime @.@

Recently, it becomes a serious problem when the rats multiply and create a colony within our house.

Many times, we see them breezily walked past. Sometimes we catch them eating an unopened packet of food in the kitchen... Something absurd happened one night. I was sitting in my room engaging myself in the IT world, then i saw in the corner of my eyes that "something" was moving into my room from outside. I looked and gosh, it was a rat! 

The rats are daring. They aren't afraid of anyone or anything.

We caught the rats using the cage a few times. And some died from the rat poison. But the problem did not get better.

One time, to prevent the rats from getting to precious food which i brought back from overseas, I kept them in hard casing luggage thinking it would be safe until one fine day, i found out that, the luggage that looked 'untouched' had actually been bitten through by the rats! just to reach the packets of dried organic noodles inside!

Look what they have done to my trusted friend!!

Arrrgghhhh

OMG, they are insane!! They are dangerous! They are out of control!

I bought a device which was said to produce ear-piercing sound that irritates rats and had them turned on 24 hours a day for about 2 years. As you can see, they don't work at all. Crap, money down the drain...

So after many many rounds of negotiations with my parents, one day, i came home to find a new device.

It's a ...

Blue-eyed kitten!

Ok, don't be fooled by his cuteness 

He was angry when my mum first brought him in. nobody could touch him. Even feeding him food offended him haha... 

Then after a few days of us trying to make friends with him, he relented. 

We kept him inside the house. The next day, we found a dead rat in the living room. Then we found dead little snakes, cockroaches, lizards... my parents were proud of him.  But we also found torn toilet paper, broken vase and that he actually naps on my cleaned clothes!!!

oh well, i guess nothing is perfect. This device functions but at the same time, we need to pay the price to keep him entertained.

As our cat grows bigger, he starts to treat home as a hotel. He disappears and only comes home during meal times when he will meow non-stop. After meal, he disappears again. He doesn't hunt for anything anymore and my parents start to complain that he is a useless cat.

haha, oh well, he deserves to be scolded. Just look at him... we find him sleeping most of the time or just lying around doing nothing haha...

Just look at all his different poses!

The cat is now my responsibility even technically, it's my mum who brought him home. As i said before, i'm a responsible person. Since the cat is now one of the family members, I have to make sure he becomes a better cat. So lately, i nag at him that he better starts catching some rats to prove to my parents that he is not some 'qi liao bi' (wasting food) member. 

Last weekend, i found some dead lizards on the floor. OK, no rats yet but at least he did SOMETHING. Yesterday, when i was eating at the dinner table, i saw something moving rapidly at the door. I looked closely and oh my gosh, my cat had a big black bird in his mouth. It was still alive and struggling!!

The cat with the bird bigger than him came inside the house and tried to go upstairs. I screamed at the cat and the next thing i saw, the bird escaped from his mouth and ran frantically to kitchen and then out the window and my cat was chasing after it, jumping from the floor to the counter top and then out the window.. it looks just like the scene in Jacky Chan's movie. 

It was crazy! When my cat returned from the bush, I caught him and said, PLEASE CATCH RATS, not birds. Zzzzz... 

Haiiii.... the rats are still partying loudly at the ceiling. I wonder when my cat will terminate them all. 

Special Day!!

First of all, let's cheer out loud! 

For it's that special time of the year again!

Nope, it's not because there are crazy online sales!

And nope, it's not because a lot of couples get married on this day.

It's simply because it's the birthday of a pair of adorable identical twins who, when standing together, looks exactly like 11 hahaha...

Years ago, Jane and I were playing in a netball competition against our colleagues from Sabah. She was the goal keeper while i was the goal shooter. We effortless (ok, i exaggerated. actually with little effort la hahaha) got ourselves 13 goals against 0. The opponents looked embarrassed so we decided to give them 1 goal. Jane had to pretend she jumped short and couldn't block the shooter from shooting hahaha.. from then onwards, Jane and I became famous in the Land of Borneo and  are known as the Twin Towers.

I feel lucky to have a friend, a soul mate as soon as we were conceived. Am sure Jane feels the same way too because her life would be soOOooo dull without my existence for sure!

Thank you to my family and friends who sent us birthday wishes through all kind of means. 

And thank you to those who took precious time out from their busy lives to take me out for meals. 

And of course my parents, who took me to nice dinner on 11/11. Too bad I forgot to take a pictures with them T___T

Oh, i just remembered that, i still have birthday cake in the fridge. I better clear it because the moulds get to it. 

Thank you once again for celebrating with me! Big hugs & kisses to u all!

forgot to take pic with my parents & brothers T__T

Unique profile pictures

Before there were stickers for digital photos,  decorations (?) for pictures were created by one's powerful mind. 

Yeah, i gotta say, the pre-generation z people may seem less privilege without high tech gadgets but looking from another angle, their brains are efficiently and effectively utilised ;P

Jane bought these really nice handpainted paintings from a street artist near Musée d'Orsay and excitedly went home and wanted to make her very own unique FB profile picture with them. 

Unique i heard! Of course being a nice sister, i decided to lend her some helping hands. 

 Take 1

Take 2

I don't know why she didn't wanna use any of these as her FB profile picture. Esp this really cute one: 

The Best shot! haha

Yy's adventure in Taipei

It was summer holiday in France. My sister decided to send little YY to school in Taipei. 

Lucky YY for being able to "study overseas" at such young age! Haha~ 

My nephew is now 2.5 yo. When we con-call,  he talks but we can't understand. We thought he is still baby talking. Then one day we realised that he was actually speaking FRENCH! >.<

The only French words i could speak are bonjour, c'est super, c'est la vie... yeah, u see the problem haha

My sister and brother-in-law want him to learn more Chinese vocabs so they thought, why not spend one month in Taipei since there are a variety of programs to choose from. So my sister enrolled him into a summer school.

We all flew to Taipei to spend some time with them.  It's definitely nearer and cheaper to fly to Taipei than to Paris haha...  YY has grown really tall! He is still adorable. Kinda miss him now that i am writing this.

YY loves bus. Whenever he sees bus, he would point at one and says BUS. We even purposely took a bus somewhere just to fulfil his dreams. He was excited and very alert the whole time. He watched the moving items without blinking. That's how concentrate he was haha~ 

And it's amazing how one thing can stuck in one child's mind. No wonder ppl say, kids are like sponges. They see, they learn. Oh and one more, they remember. One morning after breakfast, my sister walked him to school while mum and I walked back to our hotel. They witnessed an accident where a bus hit a motorcyclist. To avoid my nephew from looking at the bloody scene, my sister quickly led him away. At night before he slept, he told my sister about the incident. My sister was shocked that he remembered! 

He said:

"Bus. Boom. Pipu pipu"

Mannnn.. i should learn from little YY. 

His story is short and straight to the point. 4 words to tell a story to be exact! Save time, save breath! 

Now I am ashamed. My posts are usually more than 100 words 🙈🙈

         Yy's adventure in Taipei

Why Hungry?

I'm so glad that my mum's back!

She has been away for 3 weeks. For 3 weeks, i felt hungry all the time even though i'd just eaten a big plate of food @.@

My friends said, my stomach must have been stretched since my mum always cooks a lot and I always try to finish everything she cooks. So this 'big plate of food' is probably just 1/3 of what i normally eat.

Haha, sounds logical but I think that's not the real reason.

I think and analyse hard. Yes, i take this very seriously because it's really a pain to feel hungry all the time!

And

EUREKA!

I finally found the reason!

I was always hungry not because i didn't eat enough.

It's simply because of the quality of the ingredients used in the cooking!

When eating out, the ingredients are probably just normal or below normal quality. But mum, she always uses the best of the best. She spends time growing organic vegetables and fruits for us, going around looking for people who sells high quality ingredients, buying only the freshest. Yep, she shops almost everyday so she cooks what she gets on the day. With so much love, effort and fresh ingredients, no wonder i stay full until the next meal!

This morning, i woke up to find her new dish which she learned in Australia -> Bacon Angel Hair Pasta with olive oil and spices.

My hearty breakfast by my lovely mum

It looked so interesting in our oriental-look plate! haha... I topped it with the basil grown by me (yes, by ME! haha...). I like how it looks in the plate. It kinda symbolizes how life should be ---- blend in!

I'm seriously sick of eating out after weeks of eating out.

I'm so grateful that I can even save this for lunch later (yes, my mum cooks super duber big portion of food)

WohooO! After 3 weeks, i finally feel FULL!

My creation!

All of us have different ways of keeping our secrets.

Some write them (but do people still use their hands to write?) in their diaries. Some tell others about their secrets. Some prefer to keep them deep inside their hearts.

I used to write my secrets in my diaries and naively thought that they would be safe from intrusion for I had them "well-locked". 

I also tell people my secrets.... but only when I decided that they are no longer secrets :P

I also keep them deep inside my heart but i try to avoid this method because they take up the 'storage' space. It's a pain having tode-clutter it. 

So instead of burying them in my heart or jot them down, I now have a new method... that is by burying my secrets in the garden! hehe...

Haha, this is my little secret garden.

I have never liked gardening before although i love flowers and fruit trees. I don't understand why people would want to cover their whole backyard in cement. It just feels 'cold' although it's actually producing a lot of heat during hot days. 

I am lousy at planting. I used to have a few cactus in my office but they all became jelly-soft and died after a while. I suspected they died from radiation overdose.

10 years ago, i saw some colourful cactus in the market. I couldn't resist and bought one.  It didn't die! BRAVO! All because i gave it the correct soil and fed it the correct amount of water. It even  flowered! oh man, i didn't even know my cactus can last that long, let alone flowered!! Then i learned that, plants are just like human beings. In order to live long and stay healthy, they need what they need and not what we think they need. 

gardening tools must be flowery too hehe

People say, one's hobby changes from time to time. It's true.... I analysed my posts for the past 9 years and found that, one of my hobbies was eating, then it was cooking (or reading and keeping recipes). Then I sort of didn't have any hobby for a while and now it's gardening. I don't know how long this hobby will last but for now, I kinda enjoy the little secret garden i have created with my own hands. 

Gotten the tree cutting men to chop fallen trees into chunks

My car actually "sank" a bit because of the weight! hehe

It makes me happy to see the plants being so healthy. It's joyful to see flowers blossoming. It's wonderful to be able to pick up something i've planted to make drinks for my mother and myself. 

I love how the plants are expressing their appreciation when you treat them well. No poker face, no taking you for granted. They love you the way you love them. Ahahaha, ok, i'm a bit out of topic but it's amazing that gardening can increase wisdom too! :P

美麗的發現 - Bako National Park

我開始越來越愛我的家鄉了~

這幾週，我去了 Bako National Park, 去了石隆門，去了 Borneo Highlands ，去了 Ann​​a Rais...

最後一次去 Bako 是十幾年前。當時我們留宿一晚。那時的設備也不先進。洗澡的水來自大地 ----> 雨水。洗了好像沒洗過一樣，呵呵~ 晚上用餐時，我們被猴子兄弟們圍觀。我們吃的很急，深怕猴子來搶食。 十幾年後，Bako 變得摩登多了。有自來水，有水泥屋，還有冷氣房！幸好原始的森林仍被保護。

我們的 Sampang 船抵達時，還有隻山豬來出來歡迎我們，可愛極了~

大自然的美！

我們選擇走最短的山路。但越走越吃力，因為有些地方的確是要爬上去或爬下山的。有人邊走邊抱怨。當天天氣真的很熱，有些平時沒運動的，對他們來說的確是吃力的。大家互相鼓勵，盼望爬山後的那頓海鮮餐。

到底是造桥的人辛苦还是走桥的人辛苦？

其實國家公園真的是寶藏！好多稀有的花草樹木，昆蟲，動物，石頭等等。好好去欣賞，不難發現它的魅力。

終於走到終點。迎接我們的是遼闊的海洋。從山崖往前看，好美的海，好美的山，好美的天空，好美的世界！這裡的海風，把所有的累都吹散了！

陶醉在美景里

我是到了月球吗？

一部分的人決定用自己的力量走回去，而我和幾位朋友，決定用金錢買時間和力氣，呵呵~ 聽起來很沒出息吧？ 俗語不是說‘一寸光陰一寸金，寸金難買寸光陰’嗎？古人的智慧我們可是有聽進去的喲~ 這寸金不但買到了時間，還買到了海中美麗的景色 ---> Sea stack 還有遙遠的山都望山。另外我們及時回到HQ, 幸運的避過了場大雨。當我們在食堂快樂的補充飢餓時，其他大夥們正在森林裡冒著雨回來。可見聽古人的勸告是重要的！呵呵~

远方有个sea stack， 你看到了吗？

7块钱买到光阴还有美景！呵呵

‘辛苦’后的奖励： 海鲜餐~

相見恨晚~

最近有一種相見恨晚的感覺。
是否人要到某些年紀才懂得什麼叫感恩，什麼叫珍惜？
不管是什麼原因， 慶幸自己有了這種感覺....

曾經我覺得這個家鄉無趣。感覺很落後，設備也比不上西馬。
曾經大家勸我不要在這裡久留因為沒有前途。
曾經外地朋友們來探訪，我絞盡腦汁想不到古晉有什麼好玩好看好吃好做的。
曾經我看到來訪的外國人，心想他們應該很後悔來到這麼悶的地方。

不是古晉的錯，是我晚了用心去體會它~

或許年紀大人，開始懂得品嚐生活。
生活，不是來自於人事物。
生活，對我來說來自於自己如何看待這個世界。
好心情來自於自己的內心。

外國朋友們將到古晉一遊。
我覺得我有責任呈現古晉最美的一面。
這幾個週末，我忙昏頭了。
準確的來說，我是忙著玩耍，呵呵~ 但我是帶著責任去玩耍的喲~

也因為他們，我更深入了解我的家鄉。
也因此，我發掘了很多’秘密‘。
也因此，讓我更愛這個家鄉。

原來它一直都很美~
我.... 差點錯過了.....

等著我們去發掘的寶藏

老街，这次来真的啦!

朋友們說，我幹嘛要把自己搞得這麼忙。導覽要花自己的時間，又沒錢賺。

正是這樣的想法，古晉的百年老街才會不受大家的矚目和愛護。若連我們自己都這麼不在乎，又怎能讓其他人也愛護它呢？大家都花錢飛到檳城，馬六甲看古城，但卻“沒時間”去了解只要踏出自己家門的“老巴殺'〜

我雖不是老街長大的小孩，但我熱愛這個地方。因為這裡是‘我們’的開始。
看著古建築一間間的被拆掉，我心裡很難過，也抱怨政府和人民為何這麼不懂得保護古蹟。

抱怨不能改變任何事情，所以我決定以我微小的力量為老街做一點事情。雖然這個決定來的不容易，但還是豁出去了，呵呵〜

經過3個月的上課和尋找資料，我才發現，原來我之前這麼不認識自己的家鄉！

原來所見的跟所知的可以差這麼多！

原來一條老街隱瞞了這麼多秘密！

那天突然收到團長的電話，問說這星期六可否幫忙導覽。是學校的活動。

這星期六？！既是大後天吶！我沒有心裡準備。更沒有準備任何資料！

團長說，對象除了華人，還有馬來人和原住民，所以得用英語導覽。我連中文都說不好，還得說英語哦。但我心想，小孩子應該還OK啦〜也不用說的太詳細，畢竟還小，說太多他們也聽不進。我計劃好以遊戲方式帶動他們。我怎麼這麼聰明呀，呵呵~

第二天晚上，我們開會討論行程和主題時，我才知道原來對像不是小孩子而是學校的老師! 哈哈，我真的誤會大了。我跟其他團員說我原本的計劃，他們笑死了, 哈哈〜

星期五，我趁放工時間，趕快找資料。印了一些出來就趕緊回家。

晚上參加朋友的生日大餐，我連資料一起帶著。萬一有空，我可以看一看。哈哈，其實帶著也只是一種自我安心的方式而已，因為根本沒空看！

11點回到家，我認真的ķ資料到凌晨1點才睡。

每次都是我聽老師講課，現在我竟在老師面前“講課”！

說真的，剛開始有點擔心。我想像一堆嚴肅的臉孔看著我.....好恐怖！

後來我發現原來老師們私下也可以是這麼的‘幼稚’的。哈哈，跟我沒兩樣嘛 **突然覺得很有親切感 :P **

一切都很順利。雖然途中下起雨來但大家還是很認真的聽我們說故事〜

有老師說，他們常常會來這裡吃早餐，或經過這裡，但從來不知道老街的故事。這次更認識這個地方了。

照片from 砂拉越华人学术研究会属下的文化导览团 FB

献丑了~

聽了真的很開心。 覺得付出的時間和力氣都值得了~ 

下一代是否能跟我們一樣能看到這老街，在這老街穿梭就在我門的手裡了。

有空你也來聽聽我們說老街的故事，好嗎？

生病記~

曾經聽過一位講師說， 經歷不代表經驗。剛開始我有點聽不懂。後來我才知道，對耶，真的不一樣！

你可以經歷了一件事但沒有‘走出來’。你還是你，或者是更糟的你。

當你突破自己時，那就是‘經驗’了。

上週一連串的事情同時發生。一位朋友來醫院探望我時，聽我冷靜的訴說（其實也說了幾十遍）我入院的過程。她看著我說，你怎麼這麼冷靜這麼開朗啊？她離開後，我想了 想她剛剛的話。我真的冷靜真的開朗嗎？

星期一 11/4

吃了早餐後，我覺得肚子抽痛。我以為大姨媽要來拜訪了。後來我越想越不對勁因為到了中午，連個影子都沒有。

午餐點了雲吞和奶茶，越吃越想吐。朋友說鐵定是身體熱到了。帶我去買風痧丸。吃了反而更想吐。肚子抽痛的更猛烈，渾身也開始無力了。後來才決定看醫生。

我向來只吃中藥，因為我自認為中藥可以治本而不像西藥這樣只是把病暫時‘壓下去’。吃藥後，晚餐什麼都沒吃就去休息了。不料當晚卻開始不斷的嘔吐。我爸媽 嚇壞了因為我 很少這樣。後來吃了一點胃藥就睡著了 （又自己當醫生，呵呵）。

星期二 12/4

肚子還是疼。開始不能站直了。去看西醫。他細心的檢查，然後叫我放心，確定不是盲腸。太好了！他診斷是腸胃炎，開了藥我就回家休息了。一天除了肚子還是抽 痛外，一切都很平靜。晚上也早早去睡覺。但刺激的事情來了....

晚上肚子激痛到醒起來3次。我抱著肚子，捲成熟蝦的姿態。我記得我心裡想，癌症的病人真的很可憐，我這樣偶爾的抽痛就讓我難以入眠，難受。何況他們的痛是 無時無刻的。在祈禱中，我睡覺。

星期三 13/4

再跟老闆請一天假。

第三天了，肚子的抽痛有增沒減。老爸建議我還是去照肚子比較保險。

老實說，我活了這大把年紀，只驗過血一次，而且是13年前。好啦，把你的下巴收起來。 20個人聽了都是這個反應。我知道了.....

Anyway, 中午時間，我到我 Office 後面的醫院看醫生。那位女醫生按壓， 放開我的肚子，還真的很痛吶。她說確定不是盲腸（再一次歡呼！）但發炎的狀況似乎有點嚴重。抽了血我就回家休息等待消 息。 2小時候後，醫院打來說報告出來了，叫我回去見醫生。這次是驗血的，應該可以對症下藥的吧？好期待拿了藥回家休息。

到了醫院，醫生叫我等一下。然後我看她很忙的到處走。後來她跟另外一位醫生一起走過來（大事不妙）。她說我的報告不是很樂觀，發炎很嚴重但還在找源頭。另 外一位是腸胃醫生，他再幫我檢查。簡單的幾個檢查後，腸胃醫生要我做多幾個比較深入的檢驗。很快的，我就被推入急診區，護士們幫我插管，開始了一連串的檢 查。約下午3點，醫生過來跟我說，我今天不能回家，要住院觀察。

我平時不來做檢查，一檢查就是入院？哈哈~ 

我記得我還跟醫生求情先讓我回家打包一些東西過來，但醫生不答應。說這樣的情況開車很危險。就這樣，我被送入病房。幸好我的office 就在後面，我請同事在我桌位幫我打包幾本書，借了電話 charger, 拿些飲用水等等給我。 Office 就在後面，真的太方便了！哈哈~ 爸媽晚上也帶了好吃的粥給我補身體，還有一些書（但為何都沒帶換洗的衣服給我呀？好可愛）

我媽媽看見我的模樣，心疼的問我晚上要不要她在這裡陪著。當然不用呀。沒床睡很不舒服的。我自己可以的。我早已當著自己是來度假２，3天了。可以趁機休息 其實也不錯呀。我告訴媽媽我真的沒事。 。 。很快又是活虎一隻了。

我在醫院過３天２夜。很多人來探望我。連不熟的人也來了，呵呵。謝謝大家的關心呢~ 

這期間，雖然有很多痛苦（肚子疼痛，加上一直發燒，燒退了然後又發。還因此差點得多留院一晚），但其實我很享受在醫院什麼都不用做（因為什麼也做不了）的 時間。只是靜靜的跟自己相處，靜靜閱讀那些年買了但沒時間看的書。清晨時分靜靜的跟我的”新朋友“一起站在窗前看著外面忙碌的世界。靜靜的發呆著，什麼 都不想。

你多久沒靜靜的跟自己相處了？

一場病後，發現健康還是最重要的。有時，休息是為了走更長的路。所以何不偶爾放自己一個假呢？哪怕只是1小時，也是可以讓疲憊的心靈有個呼吸的機會。

一場小病換來那麼多體悟，我覺得也不是件壞事~ 在醫院裡，我看到其他病人病的比我更嚴重，讓我覺得自己有多幸運，生命有多脆弱。活著就該快樂。曾經聽到這一句話：沒有過不了的事，只有過不了的心情。真的，深深體會.......

沒有過不了的事，只有過不了的心情

What have I been up to lately.....

LIFE has been HECTIC lately... 

Our minister has encouraged the people in the country to do two jobs instead of complaining about them not doing enough to lighten our daily burden. Brilliant idea to solve the problem! Since we cannot depend on our "mother" to provide for us, I guess we will just have to suffer and work our ass off to earn a living.

These days, if i get to sleep before 1 AM, it is a bonus to me. If i am still able to wake up the next day, it's a celebration...  It's not the kind of life I'm used to.... I have not been going to the gym for 3 months! Money down the drain T___T  ; I turned down invitations to food gatherings (oh gosh!, is this even normal?);  I couldn't meet my friend who visited from outstation;  I skipped lunches to run errands and etc.. basically, my life is turned upside down and I no longer have any ME time.... except when I'm in the bathroom :P 

I guess I could make this a HUGE fuss because indeed, i have lost all my freedom T_____T but.... do I want to kill my own body cells by feeling unhappy about the change? What's the use of complaining since it doesn't solve anything except making myself even more upset.

I'm a practical person and I believe that only by take steps to adjust to the change will make life easier. Yes, it's a MIND GAME. It's an opportunity to upgrade myself and change for the better anyway... 

I must admit, it's not easy doing 2 jobs. So much things to do but too little time. How i wish there were TWO of me! I can sense Jane's objection :P

Anyway, no matter how busy life is, we should still remember to slow down and smell the flower... Too bad there are no flowers at the moment since it has been raining non-stop lately. 

How about sipping some wine with old friend at the old part of the town?

Chit Chat over a bottle of wine 

This, i like :P

We also spotted this beautiful "painting" by the mother nature and human beings. Love how the leaves were silhouetted against the wall. Kinda feel serene just by looking at it. 

Beautiful isn't it?

Happiness is not how much you have, it's how you see the world....